takeitback.

I see how they are, i see how they're talking, really talking again. I see how they're friends again and honestly it gives me hope that someday we will be too. I think we've got this friends thing going okay, but it's just awkward. I hope there will be a day when its not this awkward sort of what do i say / how do i act friendship, but a real legitimate one. I don't know how or even where to start to get back there though, but i need too. She needs him and in time i'll need you too. But i couldn't tell you that right now without you flipping your shit. you can't see i don't need you as en ex boyfriend. I need you in that way we were before all of it ever started. Just like how they are now. But maybe in time i will just forget about this friendship and maybe that will be a lot easier.

We used to talk. We used to talk on the phone till i'd run out of dumb things to say and you'd get bored and kick me off. Picking up the phone and calling you.. that seems like such a foreign idea to me now.

there's always a few people you don't want to do life without. and your one of them.