restless.

I wish i had a thousand words for how i am feeling.. But i don't.

I wish i had a thousand answers to the thousands of questions in my head. But i don't have that either.

It's funny. I always thought i was the exception. Never thought this sort of thing could happen to my family. But it did. And it's kind of funny how supportive some people are. And how supportive some people aren't.

But it's not funny at all really. I'm just happy becuase i am able to see that good is coming from my mom's cancer.

We often ask God to show up. We pray prayers of rescue. Perhaps God would ask us to be that rescue, to be His body, to move for things that matter. He is not invisible when we come alive. I might be simple but more and more, I believe God works in love, speaks in love, is revealed in our love. -To Write Love on Her Arms