bring it.

i don't know if this is the possible case of swine flu i have talking, or maybe its due to the fact i've been bed ridden all day, but as i sit here, thinking im in my last hours of my life haha, i've realized something...

i am utterly and completely happy with the way everything has turned out this year.  Don't get me wrong, this year was and still is a complete piece of shit. But i've come to see it for what it really is.

all the shitty things that have happened this year have all been for a reason. They are shaping me into the person i am going to be, the person i need to be and was created to be. it's all part of the bigger plan and scheme of things we often fail to see.

But i see it now.

and im so thankfull.

come what may.