take it back.

Some days you need people, and some days you don't. Some days those people will be there for you, and some day they won't. It just sucks that the days you need them and the days their not there are always the same days

"So in spite of the people who will fight around you, the family members who'll argue, the one's who'll tell you it's all a waste of time and money, on your own or with someone else, you go out there and you find a moment. One serene, beautiful moment when the world and everything in it makes sense. It's rare. And it doesn't get handed to you on a platter. "

It's kind of funny how you can lay out all your life events and see how one directly and indirectly affected the other. Like a chain of events, and butterfly flaps its wing in your life and suddenly you have a hurricane. You know how so often we do stupid things and after we think, why would i ever do that? looking back i can see why i did. And not to say it's your fault, but you taught me a lot of good and bad lessons in life. You didn't force me to do that, but what you did to me made me make that decision. It's still entirely my fault, and i can't take it back. That's the worse part.