real

there is something missing.

i just can't put my finger on it. i felt whole for a while,

but i just can't explain it. it's gone.
bring it back. give me hope, give me joy, give me laughter.
give me something real for once
i'm tired of loving fake things
i want meaning.
i want those summer nights back we spent on the boat,
i want the days back we spent on the cottage dock.
all our days off from camp that we cottage hopped
and made the most of everything life offered us..
we were so alive. and we didn't even realize it.