undone

I've been thinking latley about how awfull it is to be human. It's impossible to go throughout life without the realtiy that yes, you will get hurt, and hurt others in the process. Guarenteed you will let people down, guarenteed they will think less of you at times. There will be times you mess up big time. There are too many times when the image of a good person you try so hard to build up will be stripped away, and you'll be left exposed and undone for everyone to criticize.

It's a difficult truth, but maybe one that should be embraced not hidden. Maybe there's beauty in the act of being so terribly honest with those around you. What if we were to stop pretending like we are all good people in control of our lives, becuase in reality life screws us all over. The fact that we are all broken, and imperfect should be shared with everyone and celebrated. I shouldn't be embarssed to admit the fact that i am already failing a class, and that i've hit bankruptcy, and yeah i've bleached my hair too many times it's almost starting to fall out. In no way do i have my life together, i have no idea where i am heading in a career path, but that's where the adventure starts, isn't it ? Life's better when your honest and open about things.