Tuesday, November 25, 2008

i'll never let you go,

Nothing can explain this feeling,
this feeling of immense loss,
of anger, and unimagineable pain.
I know i have to be strong and supportive,
i know all things happen for a reason,
and i know life never works out
the way you want it to.
But this is just tearing me apart,
i've just lost two of my best freinds.
i can't decide what's worse,
losing someone to death,
or losing someone to distance,
having them still alive on the earth,
but knowing you'll never see them again.
"We laughed until we had to cry, we loved right down to our last goodbye, but over the years we'll smile and recall for just one moment we had it all..."

please dont ask me what i like about you,
becuase it's every little thing you do and,
that's just the way you make me feel.
And i don't think that there are any others out there like you,
and i won't blink,
becuase that means i'd miss a second beside you.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

rachel, i didn't know you could write like this until i found myself bored and clicked on ur blog link. Im very impressed.
you can always talk to me if you have something on your mind :) im only 4 doors down (i had to think about that one).
<3

Rachel Joy said...

aweee thanks :) iluuu

Tessa said...

its okay to feel lost darling.
thats why you have friends to talk to.