no fear,

When you're young everyone's going to look down on you, and think your crazy for being a dreamer. You've got your whole life ahead and for some reason everyone older thinks your going to blow it, and ruin your future. What if we're not actually crazy. So what if we make rash decisions, so what if you can't keep us grounded and in focus. We're full of life, we're not going to stay still for long. So keep running. Run and don't look back. Keep searching and exploring, keep dreaming these impossible dreams, they will come true if you believe. Keep believing, keep on falling in love, never lose the passion that drives you, never lose the fire that inspires you, never lose hope.

I will go far in life. I will make a difference. I will always be a bit crazy. I will make my dreams a reality. I will always simply trust and simply love. I have so much potential, i will do great things. Dont ever try and tell me any different.

yours.

I want desperately for you to be my freind. But you are not my freind; you have slid up warmly to the man i wanted to be, the man i pretended to be. Should i show you who i am, we may crumble. I am not scared of you, my love, I am scared of me.

I want to be known and loved anyway. Can you do this? I trust by your easy breathing that you are human like me, that you are fallen, like me, that you are lonely, like me. What is this great gravity that pulls us so painfully toward eachother?

We were fools to believe we could redeem eachother. Were i some sleeping Adam, to wake and find you resting at my rib, to share these things that God has done, to walk you through the gardne, to counsel your timid steps, your bewilderd eye, your heart so slow to love, so careful to love, so sheepish that i stepped up my aim and became a man. Is this what God intended? That though he made you from my rib, it is you who is making me, humbling me, destroying me, and in so revealing Him.

I am quitting this thing, but not what you think. I am not going away. I will give you this, my love, i will love you, as sure as He has loved me. And i will do this to my death, and to death it may bring me. I will stop expecting your love, demanding your love, trading for your love. I will simply love. I am giving myself to you, and tommorrow i will do so again. I supposed the clock itself will wear thin its time before i am ended at this altar of dying and dying again.

-Donald Miller

Your amazing.

"I'm the person who let's fear drive. I'm the type of guy, who let's it drive. Because I'm addicted, I'm needy, I'm lost without you, I need you.
I n e e d y o u .
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound. that saves a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now i'm found. Was blind but now i see.
I j u s t w a n t t o s e e "
-the almost

freedom.

Today i realized something. I have always taken my future for granted. Today i realized how important this future is to me, and how lucky i am to have so much potential set out before me. I am thankful for the years that lay ahead of me, and all that these years may hold. I am also thankful for:
-the opportunity to start over again; for redemption
-the opportunity to better myself
-the opportunity of many life adventures
-the opportunity to make a difference and help others
-the opportunity to love others deeply
-the opportunity to serve my God
-the opportunity to experience grace and freedom
-the opportunity to start a family later in life
-the opportunity to love and man and my children
-the opportunity of education and future work experiences
-the opportunity to discover the world, to travel, and live
-the opportunity to grow as person, never settling, always changing
-the opportunity to lead a full life; no regrets
-the opportunity to pass down my knowledge to others

The list goes on.
The possibilities are endless.
It's all too beautiful,
and all too surreal.
Thanks
ps. i am also very thankful for alexx hubert :)
for being the craziest best freind in daaa world.

amazing grace

"Be still and know that I am God"
* * *
"Where the Spirit of the Lord is,
there is freedom"

quote

"Its as simple as this, he did something to me that i can not explain with words. He took me to a new place and introduced me to myself."

in your eyes

"love I get so lost, sometimes, days pass and this emptiness fills my heart. when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go, I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return, and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside..

in your eyes

the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes"
-peter gabriel

feels like home,

I woke up this morning at university, and it was the worst feeling ever. I love this place, I do. But it's not my home. My home lies somewhere in the heart of a boy who just moved acorss the country for the second time ..

I'm the luckiest and he's the reason for this.

Thanks for the best memories.

"are you afraid of leave tonight?

cause i am,

I'm lost without you.. "

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